sound of slamming door from the instant messenger lets me know she's gone. the elevator-- a lingering perfume smell: seeing the new moon Under a thin moon unworthy of forgiveness for my guilty heart My athiest lips, multicultural kisses, and relative lusts harakiri ya [ah, suicide kono ningenku this human suffering fukujôshi death during sex] Like a summer storm of her curly brown tresses two weekends in May Showers pass quickly in short hours, storms roll by but monsoons return Lightning bugs flitter the smell of grass and her hair bat in the darkness me, just lying there in Cassiopeia's arms: it's better than life cicada casing on the bough of a willow-- sunset by the lake Tadpoles dart along in the still, shallow creek bed kaeri-toki [as I return home] by your single kiss stretching the whole summer long I am kept alive the little trinkets littering my desk make me natsukashî [nostalgic/wistful] My two star ceiling-- a mobile slowly turning in the summer breeze yo no naka wa [Life in this world totemo samusara is very samsara {a mixture of suffering and beauty} demo, î but good] Seeing the small frog lets me know time passes as does life itself all these meals alone-- you would think that I might learn chew your food slowly At the Pizza House "Are you alone?" she asks. "Well, you shouldn't be." the Saturday crowd-- all Waffle House regulars, all except for me grass from oil made slick a sweltering parking lot not my car, I hope Footfalls above me remind me of lusty spring and dull summer ache two ketchups kissing young college kids pay their bill last WaHo midnight The sky full of clouds but not a single drop falls. A sorrowful boy sora ni tsuki [in the sky, the moon kumo you miseru looking like a cloud sâmâ-shi Summerville]