Drone Life

I need a pause button to my life,

It keeps going on and on

And I just can’t stop it

Or maybe I can

But I don’t

Or maybe I will

But I won’t

Stop thinking about you

Your eyes, your lips, your smile

I think I might just stay here a while

And hunger for the next moment I have with you

Yes, I believe I’ll endure all this pain and hatred

But I struggle through every second wasted

In a room, behind a desk

Lights turning on and off

Teachers teaching

Wasted minds preaching

About a god who is real enough to make them

Hate me

But not real enough for them

To accept me